I am feeling a little bit emotional right now.
I feel like I have something to say but I have no one to listen to. It's like, 'I have everything yet I possess nothing but I have nothing yet I have everything'.
I have close friends whom I love dearly but when I being apart too long. It's getting awkward to talk like we used to. Besides, they are also busy doing their stuff and their life, so, it's not appropriate to disturb them as they also got issues in their life.
A friend don't feel like a friend though. I don't know...
I have so many thing running in my head but I don't give much thought of it.
As far as I am concerned, I feel like I am having this feeling for every semester I've been since degree. I don't feel so much stress when my diploma, I have a lot of fun actually. But degree stuff give me headache most of the time. I couldn't described it in full sentence. I feel pressured from myself. The problem is, I haven't find a way to release it. It gave me so much pain from inside. I don't usually tear up on these occasion. It's not because I hold it, it's more like I couldn't cry. I feel like my heart build a wall.
Ahh. What am I saying? Should stop right here.
Till then.
